Without you

Christmas seems colourless

I dreamt I answered the door

And you were there. I wok up so sharply it hurt

I put the Christmas tree up today

I think you'd like it

It feels wrong decorating up for Christmas without you 

I never knew

How much I would miss hugging you 

Last night I dreamt

That you were alive. I was so happy 

I wish

You'd had the chance to meet my godson 

Catching up

I miss lying on the bed with you and talking about my day

Christmas shopping

I got Christmassy and went to catch your hand

New job

I got a new job. You were the first person I wanted to tell.